Release!

Sometimes, when you've been working at something so hard...you just have to release it! Today, that's just what I have to do.

Over the past week, I didn't just take a test, I agonized over three questions. I tried to find the strength to push past fatigue; my bottom line: I didn't want to be testing anymore.

Seven days straight, I worked. Some of those days I went without food. (I know, it just happened. I got lost in articles and typing and just lost track). Most of those days I ran on empty. Somehow...well God-how, I made it.

There's nothing like submitting some work that you're not sure how you feel about; especially when you felt like there was nothing you could do in the moment to change it.

I'm learning a lot about what kind of learner I am. I work better when I can take my time and find some way to connect the work to things that are significant for me. So on timed exams, I tend to panic. A little bit of that is what happened.

I'm not sure what the envelopes will say this time. Well, I wasn't really sure last time. But I will have faith. I will be faith. And I will carry on.